[Poetry | Issue 11]
Natasha N. Deonarain
faults
“Faults are cracks in the earth's crust along which there is movement. These can be massive (the boundaries between the tectonic plates themselves) or very
small. If tension builds up along a fault and then is suddenly released, the result is an earthquake.”
— The National Park Service
we cracked open her tectonic chest
expected the soft yolk of congealed blood but instead
found a sticky residue of steaming tar
I tried to brace myself against stormy weather
shutter in but it came from deep underground and shattered
everything there should have been a warning
you’d have thought yet we still attempted the mend
found that steel sutures wouldn’t stay and the
wound bled and bled until ravens fled from its gaping mouth
shifting like a darkening bruise against an open-skinned sky—
ask and I’ll tell you— I’d rather
know the unknown than speak of inevitability
I could have come prepared brought a pie
but I was unbound on this try
knowing sadness the way crows mourn their murders
and then suddenly take flight one by one into
the screaming night leaving me to wait
for the distant cries
of a drowning sea—
Natasha N. Deonarain is the author of two chapbooks, 50 études for piano (Assure Press Publishing) and urban disorders (Finishing Line Press). She’s the winner of the 2020 Three Sisters Award by NELLE magazine and Best of the Net Nominee by Rogue Agent Journal. She is currently working on a full length poetry collection that explores grief, loss and the mystical power of nature to heal. Natasha was born in South Africa, grew up in Canada and now lives in Arizona. Find her on Instagram @RealPajamaPoet.